V

D and I had a chance to have a phone conversation with the expectant mother who we will now refer to as V. We were very nervous as usual but V made it very easy to chat with her. V is a very witty, funny and bright young lady that is extremely excited that we found each other. Because D and I have been through a match before that ended with A deciding to parent, we know that the outcome of this match could disrupt like last time. The difference with this match is that we don't have any reservations about V.  Not one! We both whole heartedly feel that V's heart is in the right place and that her adoption plan is important to her.

We have two options, we can go into this match guarded and try our best to not get attached to V and baby or we can go all in and let ourselves be hopeful and excited that V and baby are meant to be apart of our lives forever. No matter which way we go about it, in the end if this match doesn't work out and V decides to parent, our hearts will be just as broken any which way you look at it.

Therefore, we have decided we are going ALL IN. We are going to be excited and hopeful that this little baby was put on this earth just for us. We are hopeful that by this Christmas, baby C will be home!

Little souls find their way to you whether they are from your womb or someone else's ~ Sheryl Crow