I discovered last night that our adoption profile is listed on a couple of adoption websites. I was thrilled, excited, nervous and scared when I stumbled on our picture. I know we gave permission to our agency to do this for us but I guess I never really believed it was going to actually go out there for potential birth mothers or whoever to see. I think a part of me is still in denial that this really is going to all work out one day, the way it was destined to, but at the same time another part of me knows we really are going to have to buy a car seat and a crib in the event we are called because it is our time and our little missing family member has arrived. We can either wait until the last minute and not be prepared at all or we can buy everything we need so that we are not scrambling like crazy people when the phone call comes in. I am such the planner that you would think I would be all over this but alas I am moving like a snail. Because we are only less than two weeks into the waiting game, I won't worry and let my Type A personality take over yet. I will move like a snail for the meantime and today I will just appreciate that we are moving forward, on our destined path.
~ April
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